In episode thirteen of the Heart Lessons podcast, you will hear from my friend, Holly Colonna. Even though I went to youth group with her husband and attend the same church as her sweet in-laws, I didn't actually connect with Holly until a little over a year ago, when she and her husband received some worrisome news about their first baby in their twenty week ultrasound. At the time, it wasn't 100% certain that baby Benjamin's condition was fatal, but Holly and I were still able to connect over just having to get through those months of uncertainty.
Sadly, baby Benjamin did pass away at two-and-a-half months. As you can imagine, losing her sweet baby boy has been so incredibly heartbreaking for Holly. She speaks so candidly about her journey with him, and shares all the parts - the sweet moments as well as the deeply painful ones. She also shares her heart lesson about the discipline - the choice - to surrender to the Lord's will. She speaks so much perspective-changing truth in those few moments, you definitely won't want to miss it.
In today's episode of Heart Lessons, you'll hear from Sarah Ann Rogers. Sarah is a wife, mama, blogger, and now podcaster! Her podcast, Tell Her Story, launched last Thursday so definitely head over to itunes and check it out. In this episode, Sarah shares about her experience with Postpartum Depression and Anxiety. Sarah talks about the fact that, what really surprised her most is that she was even walking in darkness at all. She shares how the Lord brought her out of that darkness, through meditating on Scripture, taking every thought captive, purposely pulling back and giving herself time and space to heal, and taking the medications that were recommended and prescribed by her midwives. Sarah can speak from a place of experience and a place of feeling victory over this struggle. I hope you will listen and find encouragement and, as always, your own heart lesson to help you draw closer to the Lord.
Today's episode of Heart Lessons features my special guest, my husband Josh. Our intention in recording this episode was to be a resource to moms, dads, and couples walking the difficult road of infant loss. We want to contribute to the resources out there that can help, specifically dads, in that journey. In this episode, we talk about the events of our losses - from diagnosis day, to delivery story, to our time with each baby, and life afterwards. Josh shares what his thought processes and feelings were during those times. He also answers some questions submitted by blog followers and podcast listeners, including his bonding process, his strategy for supporting me through it all, and what his advice would be to a dad facing infant loss. Toward the end, we share what brought us through as a couple and what kept us connected to each other instead of growing apart. Josh also shares his prayer - his "heart lesson" through it all - that it is well with his soul.
I realize this episode is almost double what most other Heart Lessons podcasts have been. Honestly, we just started talking and the clock kept going. You might need to listen to this episode in sections but, I think, it's certainly worth the taking the time to do so.
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In this episode of the Heart Lessons podcast, you'll hear from Rory Cookman. Rory is a devoted wife and mother with a heart for adoption. Today she shares the journey that led to bringing her sweet son home, a journey that took well over a decade. She talks about her faith through it all and how the Lord sustained her through the waiting process. She encourages those in a waiting period to just hang on and be confident that God is still working. Her uplifting words are sincere and sure to strengthen your faith with the heart lessons that carried her through her journey.
In today's episode I will be sharing my heart on stories. You'll hear about why I've come to believe stories are so valuable, why your story is so valuable, encourage you to share your story with others, and finally, introduce you to a way to share stories via instagram with the hashtag, #BrokenBeautiful. I hope you feel encouraged to share your own story. Looking forward to it.
In today's episode of the Heart Lessons podcast, you'll hear from Krista Sartin. Krista and her husband, Landon, are partnered in their band, Landers Road. Krista talks about their journey in pursuing a ministry in music and trying to find her fit as her husband pursued this dream, and how the Lord led her to open an Etsy shop that makes fun, modern baby wraps and slings, and finally, her most recent project on instagram, #thedoorposts. Tune in as Krista shares her story and inspires us all to dream big and live bigger for the Lord and His kingdom.
In today's episode of the Heart Lessons Podcast, you'll hear from Jordan Tate, wife, mama, and two-time infant loss survivor. Jordan shares how the Lord sustained her through carrying to term a baby with a fatal diagnosis not once, but twice. She also shares the beautiful redemption brought by her adopted son, Shepherd. Jordan's story is certainly one of heartbreak and pain, but also of hope in God's goodness despite that pain. And she is a walking testament to her heart lesson that, if you let it, hope and faith can transcend current circumstances, and bring glory to God.
In this episode you'll hear from Sarah Ritchie - a lovely young woman who has always loved the Lord very much, but recently walked through a very dark time spiritually. During this time, God seemed to be silent to her honest questions and seekings. Sarah talks about her deep, hard questions, the conclusions God revealed to her heart, and how these conclusions have transformed her sadness into joy.
In this episode you will hear from Alexis Judy. At age 16 Alexis was diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma. But, instead of letting fear overtake her, Alexis used that experience to draw closer to the Lord and positively influence others. Looking back, she can see God's faithful hand through the entire process and can now rejoice in being cancer free. As Alexis speaks, you will be greatly challenged to see God in the hard things, and trust in His good plan for your life, even when it seems the hardest.
In today's podcast, you'll hear from Lauren, a Jesus-loving girl with the gift of music. She will share how music touches a deep part of her soul and allows her to draw close to the Lord in a special way. She will also share some songs that helped get her through some really hard times in her life. And, most importantly, she will challenge us to humble ourselves in awe before the God who can deeply connect with us when we worship and meet our smallness with His greatness.
In this episode of the Heart Lessons podcast, you will hear from Mel, a missionary to Papua New Guinea. Mel will share what she and her family do over in PNG, what it was like transitioning to a new culture, and how the Lord has been working in her heart to drive deeper the realization of how much we are all in desperate need of redemption from Christ.
On this episode of the Heart Lessons podcast, Sarah will be talking with her friend Amy who struggled with fear and anxiety and panic attacks. Amy will share her heart and how the Lord brought her through that time and gave her victory over those struggles.
In this first episode of the Heart Lessons podcast, you'll hear from Sarah - her story, her motivation for starting this podcast, and what you can expect to find here each week.
*Correction* At one point I said I carried Evie for four months. I meant that I carried her for four more months from her diagnosis. She was born at 37 weeks.